Promise: A Poem

Saturday, September 10, 2016 is World Suicide Prevention Day.
If you are struggling with depression, this is for you.
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Promise

I see you standing there.
You’re by yourself, head bowed
As though the world is tied to your shoulders,
And maybe it is.

You think you’re on your own,
But I promise I’m here.
You are not alone.

You are so close to the cliff’s edge,
And you wonder if anyone would care,
If anyone would even notice?
I promise I would, and my heart would break
Into so many pieces that they could not be counted.

Please take one step back,
And breathe.
Breathe the fresh air into your lungs,
That is the feeling of life.

You are living.

Take another step back,
It’s okay, I promise, can’t you feel your heart beating?
That is life, and so are you.

You are not alone, I’m here,
Take my hand and hold on as tightly as you can,
Don’t worry if you break my fingers, I don’t care.

Just please hold on.

Your bowed shoulders are shaking,
The weight more than you can bear,
So give me half the burden, I don’t mind.

You want to go back to the edge,
But I refuse to let you go.

Please don’t go.

You think that your crying will shake me away,
But it won’t.
You can cry all you want, I don’t mind,
I’ll cry with you.
And you can wipe your eyes on my shirt when you’re done.

You keep looking back over your shoulder,
The edge is still there, it is clawing at you.
I’ll stand between you and the darkness,
I’ll beat it back with a stick, with my bare hands,
I’ll catch you by your ankles if you fall,
And I will pull you back.

You are life.
You are life.
You are life.

I know you are scared, and you want to leave,
But please, please stay.

I know it’s hard, and it hurts,
But please don’t go.
I see you, I am here,
I’ll hold your hand, I promise.

You are not alone.

 

 

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Promise: A Poem

Artistic Attempts: A Poem

Artistic Attempts

(I once heard a man
Call a painting “trash.”
“That’s not art,” he said.
It hurt me deeply,
Even though the painting did not belong to me
Or anyone I knew.)

Art is more than a painting
Or a sculpture.
Art is the cool touch of paint on your fingers
And the feeling of the brush in your hand.

Art is feeling.

Art is a bouquet of flowers,
Wilting and falling apart
But that won’t be thrown away for another week because you want to remember who gave them to you
And the feeling you felt when they did.

Art is a campfire crackling,
Smoldering in the embers,
And when you turn your face away and look up,
Art is the cold rush of wind brushing your blushing cheeks.

Art is, indeed, the painting of a picture,
And also the singing of a song
And the writing of words in the middle of the night with messy handwriting on a piece of scrap paper.
But art is more.

Art is the first warm day in Spring,
And the first crisp Autumn afternoon,
And the Firsts and the Lasts of everything,
And all the Befores and the Afters.
Art is memory, and the reverse is also true.

Art is nostalgia, childhoods of the hottest summers
And the longest days
And the coldest watermelons
And the bluest swimming pool.

Art is climbing to the top of a tree
And seeing the world,
And getting stuck in the tree so your mother has to climb up and fetch you down,
And the moment your feet are firmly on the ground,
Up you clamber again,
So your mother has to come after you once more.

Art is every mother.
Mothers have art etched in their every vein,
There nestled by the pain when they watch their last child move away.
Art is their memory,
When they first cradled a tiny person against their already-aching chest.

Art is the fathers
Who wish they could be home more,
Who wish they could go to soccer games
And first-grade plays,
Or just tuck in the blankets and check the closet a seventh time
For the monsters.
(Fathers fight monsters.)

Art is leaving your umbrella propped against a fence
To shelter the skin-and-bones cat from the winter drizzle,
The cat that only wants to sleep for awhile
Before another person sinks a shoe between its ribs.

Art is the boy who asks the girl
If she’s okay,
Even when he knows she isn’t,
Because he can clearly see the bruises under her eyes
And the slowly-forming scars on the wrist under her sweater-sleeve.

Art is that time between awake and asleep,
When you feel all the weight of the world
Slip off of your shoulders
As your head sinks into the pillow.

Art is life,
And the reverse is also true.

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Artistic Attempts: A Poem